I’m struggling. I’m struggling to move on and away from my feelings of anxiousness. I feel like being anxious has become part of my identity now. I can’t seem to move past this. I don’t want anxiety to be the basis of my identity.
I worry about being anxious all the time. Whenever I have to do anything, I feel scared, nervous and on edge. I feel like I don’t know how to relax outside the four walls of my house.
How did this happen? Why is my anxiety taking over my life? Living with anxiety makes life feel like a big struggle. There is no joy, there is no ease, there is no hope and most of all there is no peace.
I want to enjoy living again. I want to be around my friends and family and not have to worry about being anxious. I want to simply live as me, free from this dreaded anxiety which is weighing me down and stopping me from living my life.
©️BijM01, January 2019
Normal is not real 