That feeling of being constantly on edge. Wanting to run away. Being easily irritated and wanting to be alone, so that I can hide until this feeling passes.
But at the same time, hating that I’m on edge. Hating that I’m irritable and so self involved. Wanting to be around people and feel at ease. Wanting to be involved in the world and the lives of those around me.
Not just stuck in my little bubble, which is so quiet, lonely and tiring.
©️BijM01, March 2019
Normal is not real 