There’s so much going on in the world right now. I think it’s fair to say that the last 16 months have been intense, testing, life changing.
So I’m taking a step back. A step back from it all; life, expectations….you. In order to protect myself, I’m going to disconnect myself from you. I can’t risk being hurt. So I’m going to be less emotionally and mentally involved with you.
I think this will help me to continue, with less expectations and less connection. To help in case you completely back away. The walls I consciously made an effort to keep down when we first made contact over 20 months ago are now being put up.
I can’t think of any other way to protect myself, then stepping back. I’m sorry. Not only to you, but also to me.
©️BijM01, June 2021
Normal is not real 