I'm scared of people... I'm scared of you. And today I realised why. Why am I avoiding eye contact when speaking to people? Why do I constantly look away and act like I'm in the middle of something? Obviously, I'm hiding something. I'm hiding my true emotions and state from the world. I don't want … Continue reading Avoiding you
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Scared
I'm scared. I'm scared of being around people, I'm scared of meeting people and I'm scared of talking to people. I don't give people my full attention when talking to them, I don't give them that eye contact. What exactly is it I'm afraid of? Being judged? Saying something stupid? Doing something silly....? Am I … Continue reading Scared
Bad day
I've had a bad day today. One where I really haven't felt good. I've been grumpy, on edge and continuously anxious. I hate when I feel like this cos I find it so hard to pick myself up again. To be positive. To not let the setback or drag me down and hold me back. … Continue reading Bad day
Normal is not real 